Its gotten to the point I don't want him home, and when he is on one of his long trips I worry that he doing something he's not supposed to be.
Ugh- that statement made me feel so sick; I can remember feeling like that so badly. ((((((((HUGS)))))))))
I know this is stating the obvious, and not excusing your H's behaviour in any way, but money worries DO take an incredible toll on a R. It is such a shame that he can't afford to go to therapy to get help with these issues as your H is, in his stress, lashing out at the one person who can help him the most. Unfortunately it is the way of life that often we abuse those we are closest to, because we can.....and then we lose them.
Do you think there are financial worries he is not sharing with you? That he is carrying certain things by himself and this is adding to his stress?
You are very much in my thoughts at the moment.
Have you still got my email?
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
