LFA, Thank you for your kind words on my threads. You are handling your situation with so much dignitity and grace, that I have no doubt you will ultimately be rewarded several times over. Being a better, kindler, gentler person is all you can do/work on, in addition to treating yourself and just trying to have fun, live in the moment...if that's anything this experience teaches us is to do just that. I was frustrated tonite about something (with my mom, not even my H - perhaps b/c I am back home in CA!) and kept repeating the serenity prayer to myself: "god grant me the wisdom to accept the things I cannot change, change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference"
Even though we have never met we are all thinking of you this weekend/weeks ahead.
Try to relax and smell the flowers and be proud of all that you have gone through all ready. You never know the outcome, but surprises just may happen (with H or without)...and you'll be better for it.
