Yes sometimes the truth hurts, but I think I am at that point that not much more can hurt me. I hope anyway.
You are right, this house was supposed to be just for D and I. As I said to Gucci the cooking and laundry will be hard for me not to do as I have done it for so long and I keep having these thoughts of being hated for not doing it, stupid I know, but I am a person who finds it really hard to not do things for people.
Haven't formulated a full plan yet, something for me to do this weekend sitting on the balcony if the darn rain goes away. My mood is down a bit now, wondering where I will draw the strength from to fight the new battles looming.