Journaling: Thursday night: Alright, tonight has been emotionally draining. I am going down to parents tomorrow with girls. Girls know they are going down, but don't know mommy isn't going yet. I guess we are surprising them with that tomorrow. I told W that she needs to tell them. My mom doesn't know about the seperation yet, so I will tell her probably tomorrow as well.
W did not seem interested in conversing much at all. I did ask her if she learned anything today. W: <after some thought> "I learned that I am weak." M: "What do you mean?" W: "I am very anxious." M: "I read recently that anxiety comes from not understanding the underlying feeling." W: <thinks for a bit, but doesn't say anything>
I wish I could say I feel good tonight, but I don't. But whatever happens, I will survive, I will thrive, I will be great...
