DL, if you read it, make sure you are ALONE. I've been sobbing almost every minute reading it. But, I have to tell you. Both times I've sat down, read it, worked through the hard things to "hear," and cried it out, I've felt an inner peace afterward. I had two hours of it this afternoon, and was in an awful place before and during... Wow, do I feel better. It's settling, just understanding.
I have to say, too, DL, that I read so much of me in you. (Except I'm the W!) It is painful to see your updates, because I am screaming at the screen, "NO NO NO!!!!" But, internally, knowing, I "could" be doing the same damn thing! Luckily (for me), you're a step ahead of me!
Take OT's advice! Read PM! Have a box of kleenex, and take out your contacts (if you wear them).
I'll be following you. I am expecting you to pave the way for me.
Now come on! Put that silly game away, pull back on the pressure, and give her someone to ENJOY first!
Last edited by mindfull; 09/04/0901:16 AM. Reason: PS - Why did you stop supporting others here? No posts anywhere else since June... It sure helps me to reach out! But, I see you've been at this a LONG time!
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
