She was on the MLC train from an early age with this. Lost her Father at an early age, Ironically the same age our Daughter turned right when this started.
But I think that it wasn't as much that as that her Mother was and is still a train wreck herself.
Throw in a depression, add a tubal ( which I hear affects women tremendously ), add a couple loser friends that are twenty years younger.....mix it up in a hat and PRESTO.....
But understanding MY role in this too. I clearly wasn't the genious I thought I was , and could have handled a lot of things differently.
I can't change what has happened, it just prepares me for the future. With whomever that may be with.
I would like for it to be with her, but it's truly out of my hands.
