You get tired when you get depressed. My W does the same thing. Only problem is that when you do that, the problem is still there in the morning.
Start weening yourself off your H. Stop talking to him. Stop it right now. You have become extremely co-dependent on his actions. Even when your son makes mention of something you are hanging on every word that deals with your H.
When you GAL, you detach. Live your life first. Your well-being is your first priority Stop being the Lost Rabbit and be the Wolf instead. Independent, alive and taking care of your needs.
Let's face it. Your H is not there and he may never come back. Are you going to hinge your happiness on his actions? Are you willing to live like a puppet dancing to his moods?
Of course not. GAL for you. Not to get your mind of the sitch, but because it makes you feel good. And that's something many of us haven't been able to do in awhile. Feel Good about ourselves.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
