Alone, Lost, Unloved & Deserve Better

[Livingalone101]

Well this is the part I left out, we had some issues last summer that spilled into the winter months and when my husband went hunting I called this man after 20 years and met him, although we shared only a kiss i do know it was wrong but my husband had a gut feeling when he came home and kept on me until I desided to confess, so I confessed everything I have ever done wrong in my life - looking back I wish I would have taken it all to my grave - this sucks and yes I think I am that stupid to think after all the times I forgave him that he could forgive me too. I didn't know he needed the upper hand to walk away like he did.

I am curious as to why you decided to tell your H that you had an affair almost 20 years ago? Were you at a point where you were not getting what you needed from him again?

This is a difficult place to be but you will find a ton of support if you keep posting.