I have been out and about GAL and done a few 180's this week, I managed to have a good conversation with H last night but now S has come home I feel like there is a whole lot going on that Im not party too and yes it is eating me up as I feel that S knows all that H is going to do to me.. I love my S to bits but as an only child he does try and stir between me and H, and he has already said he is going to get his moneys worth outta of his dad. As far as I now there is no OW but every day I wonder if there is.. S's parting line was you would never forgive me if I didnt tell you if dad was planning to sh*t on you from a great height.. The H I know and love would never do that to me, but now I just dont know.. I almost want to phone him to show him I have faith in him and hope that its just S using his wooden spoon too much! Wish I could just go to sleep and not wake up to face this horrible mess again tomorrow morning!
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W 47 H 47 M 24 T 30
Once lost but now found and happily married again!
