I got a massage today- first one but won't be the last. It was nice to have SOMEONE touch me, which sounds weird but is true.
She said I was very tense in my upper shoulders. Ya think?!

And my house is getting cleaned at this moment, and not by me.

I saw my Love Dare book last night and started getting confused tho... do I reach out or do I wait for him to? Well I have every other time and it's gotten me nowhere, so I suppose I'll try not this time.


H 51/W 43
Together 24yrs/Married 19yrs
2 kids- D18 & S16
"I want out" July 2008
"I want out" Dec 2008
"I want you out" Aug 2009
Still in house thru it all