Ya I hear ya. I think stuff just keeps eatin away. Tomorrow would have been our 5th anniv, so wonder what that is going to bring. Added to the fact that X came down with meningitis last week and hasnt seen the kids for a week, I have been cried to twice in the past 5 days from her.
X tried callin last friday when I was packing to go on float trip, didnt leave a msg. Calls the next day, I am 3.5 hours away on the river and leaves a msg about going to ER the day before and having meningitis wanting to see if I wanted the kids but S had mentioned earlier in the week I was going to the river.
I get back in town the Sunday around 330 and call her asking if I could have the kids now. The fit hit the shan! She had already got it worked out with her brother and SIL for them to stay there and they would take them to school. I explained the 1st right of refusal and tried to make it back fire on me on when I go to work or supposedly go see my girlfriend I leave them with my mom since that is where I am staying. Total assumption on what my S has supposedly mentioned. S says something and it gets so twisted.
The whole GF thang is funny cause there is a story behind that. For the record, I never had said one thing to her about this perfectly matched made in heaven shes got going for her! lol A couple months back, maybe 3 she has the kahunas when my D runs into my female friend's kids at a tball game. X says to their dad "i think my ex and your ex are dating". Oh man did we laugh cause my friend is dating somebody else, we are just good friends and I am friends with his sister and everyone else in our little clan.
So anyways, I throw the 1st right out there and it ticked her off so I heard it about going over to her house. Thats whats funny about that letter cause its assumed I am having a relationship with someone. What should it matter to X? Earlier this year or end of last year I was dating this girl and she was supposedly living with me, what X supposedly heard from my S. I just dont get it.
Lastnight X talked to kids and then me, told me she is still sick and misses them lots, was crying to me again and she apologized. X asked if I was doing something with them this weekend I said maybe but let me know when you are better so you can see them. X still running a fever so I guess is contagious still.
Dont know if it was lastweek, ya I think it was, when she wrote if I havent wrote it yet but at end of email writes "Thank you I hope one day we can talk. Sit down and have a conversation. I’m always here." was just telling me a few quick things about the kids. So, just keep going with the flow and doing my thing. Guess all the things I have done for myself has worked and is keeping me going.
I hope one day we can talk. Sit down and have a conversation. I’m always here." was just telling me a few quick things about the kids. So, just keep going with the flow and doing my thing. Guess all the things I have done for myself has worked and is keeping me going. 