Robx. I can't believe you are thanking me for sharing. I can't begin to give you my appreciation for all your help.
Now onto "the bursting my bubble" comment. She says that I always burst her bubble when she is dreaming of how things could be. For example, when we would look at homes to buy, she would imagine how she would like to furnish it. If I would say something like "How would we pay for all that?"; she would reply with "Why are you always bursting my bubble!"
I am not exactly sure how she meant it in this context. I initially took it that she was simply upset. But maybe she was subconciously saying that I was bursting her "Dream World" with a little reality. Who knows, she has been a little odd lately. Saying that she is thinking of me one hour and then nearly pretending I don't exist a couple hours later.
After the incident, I felt good. Maybe a little perturbed, but not much. I was a little dissappointed of myself for not pushing her away and saying it when she actually hugged me, but I guess I am not that fast on my feet. I am coming to peace with the fact that this is all out of my control and she just needs to figure herself out.
