Don't worry Yoyo I would not take it as ganging up on me. I know you all have your own opinions on your own life experiences and are giving me good inputs. I give up/ like I said before I got side tracked on what I thought was OT suggestion but I guess I was wrong. Like I said I give up and as I said in the email I am at the cross roads (again) and the fricken ball is in her court. SHE needs to open up, SHE needs to make suggestions. I am afraid I am where my wife must have been before she had the affair. The only difference is I am telling her this is where I am. Will I make the same decicions she did? I can honestly not tell you. I don’t know what will happen She can NOT say”I did not know that’s how you feel”I am giving her what I wanted.. A chance.. Lanzo you are more of a man than me. I have ‘settled’ for the last 5 years; even before the Affair I was not happy but I did say “for better or worst”... I am tired of playing by the rules and as much as I am not a very religious person I know God knows what I have been through and I hope in the end I am forgiven for the mistakes I made and for the ones I may be making.. This time next week I will be gone. NOT thinking about tomorrow. Yoyo I did the dinners, I did the floweres
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
