I wish there were somewhere for him to go..ummm I can think of a hot place right now.
I know I don't deserve it, i've known that for some time now, but there's little I can do about it.
He's called me a total of 6 times since I posted last. I didn't speak to him until the last call when he was nicey nice to me, again on again off again... wanted me to invoice someone.. no apology from before, nothing.
Im so emotionally drained, Only have one person I can really talk to and she has her own set of problems.
I wish you were close to yoyo, believe me I do.
Its gotten to the point I don't want him home, and when he is on one of his long trips I worry that he doing something he's not supposed to be.
uggg...
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
