Thank you Harpo...Nice to see (though it does suck) that I am not the only one it is happening to...
Thank you Bart - Not sure which would be the lessor of the 2 evils...
Gucci - I appreciate your honesty... I know what you said is the truth and I have been trying to do this however it is a slow process for me... I am afraid of pushing him even further away... The more I pull back, the more I hear from him and then the more confused I become... Somedays it is just easier to not hear from him... I am trying to walk the tightrope of being businesslike as well as empathetic, compassionate, validating etc... I am also trying to love unconditionally but not show that either... What a tangled web this has become
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
