Thank you EB. I really needed to feel appreciated.
I finally got to a place of peace tonight. I had to let go of my obssessive thoughts - Then I can truly be with myself and at peace.
Letting go is not just external - so much is internal.
I finally let go of this annoying thought train: "H criticizes me. H will use this to prove to himself I haven't changed. H will D me. How will S (4) and I survive? Will I be able to afford this house? Will I be able to afford food? Will I ever have a happy R?"
