T- won't it be a great day when we can look in the mirror and say... I made it. God gave me strength and I really AM better today then I was even with X. (EVEN if we are WITH them...) does that make sense?
I feel change within me... it is wierd. Just new strength and self confidence that wasn't there before. Just wierd.
I understand this statement. After getting amrried when I was 16 and beiing with the same man for 29 years - he has left me and I am scared to death but know that through this I will grow and discover a whole new side of me. it terrifies me. I do still want him in my life though.
ME 45 Husband 47 Married 29 yrs D 28 D 23 S 26 IDLYA -MLC- 7-25-09 Wants Divorce 8-18-09 Moved to another state W/OW