I think I did an ok job tonight. The boys told me about their day as I played with them, and W clarified for them. She even spoke to me about things not pertaining to the kids. I was pleasant and cordial. When the boys went to bed I excused myself and went to the gym. I was actually too tired to work out, so when I got to the parking lot I called an old friend to catch up. I talked for about 45 minutes. Now I am going to gas up for tomorrow and then go home and go to sleep.
I viewed w as a friend and nothing more, and it helped me to keep my emotions in check as I spoke with her.


Me-40
W-41
Together-10
M-8
S-6
S-4
Bomb 5/08
Bomb 10/08
Thought things were better, was wrong.
Still living together
Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.