WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

I did a quick run (little less than 3 miles). It really helped clear my head. I grabbed some take out so I could be back in time to skype my boys

I had a good call with my boys. He said that they couldn't get the computer working to use skype. I just told him that was odd since we used it to talk to my cousin in CO over the weekend. I said I'm sure mommy is trying her best to get it working.

She got on the phone and said she couldn't get it to log onto the wireless router, which she said had been a problem with her work computer too. She said that she would have to hit the repair button 20 times to get it to connect but she said she would try

I thought - funny, there wasn't a problem for the first 3 weeks then suddenly it doesn't work at all this week - I left it alone and just said I appreciate her trying to get it to work. Then I asked her to put the boys back on.

I chatted with both boys for about 35 minutes. They were very excited when they realized they were going to come home tomorrow. I heard my 3 year old let out a "Yeah!" and my 7 year old said "Horray!"

It really picked me back up from my funk.

She did get on the phone to tell me his last week at camp was at a different spot (I had already known that). She started to tell me how to get there (I already knew but let her just tell me). After she went through the directions, I thanked her and asked if the boys could get back onto the phone.

They did and we chatted some more.

I will see my boys in less than 20 hours and 36 minutes, not that I'm couting. I can't wait