I know the roller coaster ride thing.....mine is in my head I think...but, still its there and it stinks. I am trying to find a level ground for myself, but its so difficult...cuz unfortunately, we care about them. Its annoying to me now....
I hate the roller coaster...its so unpredictable....some days I think, "oh, its all going to be ok"...and then reality sets in...I just don't know. In one way I miss my H and in another, I am scared to see him....I am so scared to be with him. I can't imagine what you must go thru on a daily basis...exhausting..... That week that my H came for a visit was seriously exhausting. But you are strong! Be yourself and be true to yourself. You are amazing! Own that MJ!
I hope your week is going better. Do you have anything planned for this weekend? Will check in with you tomorrow....have a good evening.
