I mean now. Right this minute. I am trying to make it ingrained in me, starting today. I will see her for a short while today after work and before I go to the gym. She is nothing more than a roommate now. Tomorrow when we will have to spend time together, I will be pleasant and cordial, and any thoughts of our M or R I will push out of my head. I will treat her as a friend then. During the upcoming weekend I will again try very hard to see her as just a friend. All this time I will be spending time with the boys, of course, but I will also be reading scouting manuals and setting up dates for scouting events and so forth. I have to contact the scoutmaster a few times during the weekend to coordinate things. I will be setting up and breaking down the block party, and during it, I will enjoy time with my friends. Let me just start there. Already for the past two days I have resisted the urge to make up a reason to text W.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
