I am up extra early this morning, H had to go early and collect his ski from the old house, it will no longer be ours at 11.30am.
I know it will be hard, but yes definitely make the day about yourself, start planning the day now, so you have time to work out what you would like to do, maybe a trip into the city for a really nice lunch and some window shopping, anything that will keep you occupied for a good part of the day. Remember we will all be here for you that day. So dwell on H not being there, look forward to a day of treats for you.