Divorce not busted 3

[Orich]

I am trying to accept that it's already over, that we are all but divorced already. Once I get my mind around that, I should be able to detach. It's the whole "good soldier" thing. I know I am holding back on things because I am afraid that by saying them or acting certain ways it will push her to leave. I will use this as a mantra: "It's over..." If I keep focussing on that, it will sink in, and the rest should follow.