No she is here permanently. I don't actually live in NYC, but a suburb of Rochester. Still, the celebration will be Saturday. She stayed with her dad for the summer while I was getting set up. It also helps that her fathers family is all here, although they are not much to speak of
We move into our new apartment on Saturday, and I am so excited. I won't have furniture yet, lol, but a television and air mattress for a few days. But it will be nice to just have my own space again. It seems like forever since I have been able to have my own place (almost five months), and I am just looking forward to peace.
Next comes the task of registering her for school, transferring my car registration which is going to require stbx to sign an affidavit allowing me to do so. I really hope that goes smoother than everything else. Because of that and the fact that he is filing the divorce, I guess I have to send him my address. Crap. I kind of like the thought of him not knowing where I am, however, I don't suspect he will drive across the country for a visit, so that's okay.
Frankly, I am ready for this to be finished. Not one way or the other, but just done. I don't want to be married to him anymore. I don't feel married to him anymore. Now, I just want to live quietly.
I am also thinking about dropping my Master's program. I think I just need a good long break from anything other than my daughter and work.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
