I am still alive not sure about kicking. I have not been on here in a while not a whole lot to report. Life is moving along alot faster than my R but that is to be expected.
Been spending most of my time working and enjoying the summer. Went canoeing with my son, tubing with my brother and to the beach with the family for a weekend.
Most of the time it is good. W and I spend time together and get along well. We still go to MC even though she is not that into it. She told the MC last time we were there that we are good friends and that we get along well but she does not have those feelings of being in love. She said that she thought that they would have come back by now but they had not.
I asked her if she had thought about what she wanted out of this R. Where she thought we would be in a couple of years. Does she see us as friends, roomates, lovers or what. She said that some times she thinks we will be together and other times she does not. Same old same old but her actions just don't back that up.
It irritated me for a day or two but then I realized that she is where she is at and there is noting I can do about it. I need to just redirect that focus from her and back to me and let what will happen happen. I did that and got myself recentered.
That was last week, this week she invited me out to lunch yesterday, signed us up for a cooking class and checked out a date to go to a Mystery Weekend getaway. My mom last Christmas said that she would pay for a Mystery Weekend for us as a gift. I checked out dates back in February but she really never seemed all that interested in going so I dropped it. Its not like my mom payed for it and I figured since I asked twice that that was enough.
So that is it in a nut shell. You seem to be doing well. Check out your FB page just to keep up with you.
