he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

i totally hear what u are saying and normally i dont listen to what anyone says. if i did, i never would have taken him back the last 2 times or opened a business with him risking a large amount of my family's money. in the end it would be my choice but really, too much damage done. i will absolutely always love him. i will. but atleast right now, im done. im detached. i wouldnt let him come near me sexually if he begged.

as far as im concerned, the marriage is over...if in a few years we were to work our way back, then what will be will be.

im sure he feels some guilt now, seeing his wife and child in an apt, knowing he put us in this position.

he may not be turning the corner, he may simply see us as a reminder of the damage he did to so many people and feels guilty.

he knows i never did anything wrong. he knows he didnt leave because of me.

as of now im proceeding legally and protecting myself and moving on.