First thing first...4 hours difference, and I work 7-4 pm. So...anytime after 9pm your time unless you like answering machines.
Second friends? True friends stick to you like snot that's how you can tell. They might be rude, crude and in some situations socially unnacceptable, but they stick with you through thick and thin.
When you post other resource material...I worry that you're still looking for some sort of answer or understanding or fix. When in fact all you, FIB, need to do is look inside yourself. Out of anyone here...you require the least ammount of justification for any choice you make...and in my mind that includeds a wood chipper purchase.
So when you date, and you will. And when you meet an amazing woman, and you will, what have you taken from this hell? What lessons have you learned when building that relationship? Because the only true travesty would be if nothing was learned...right?
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
