I'm really considering it Michelle. For instance this is a potential scenerio. When he comes for his stuff, I could say something like, "This is the last time we’ll see each other, unless by chance. I want you to know that you meant a lot to me." Then I'd extend my arms for an embrace. If he held me and I feel a connection from him, I could then say something like, "we could get through this if we wanted it. " Depending on how he responds, I could then say something like this, or maybe better to write this and slip it to him as I say goodbye. "If you ever wondered about it, I’ll be at xyz venue at 8 on sunday. With no expectation, we could talk. If you don’t come, I’ll know it's not what you want and you won’t hear from me again."
Since he blames me I probably should add a sincere acknowledgement & apology.
The danger with this plan is obvious, that he will not show up, or worse just straight up say no chance. But then at least I will know I made every possible effort to reach out and if he doesn't want it, I need to drop it and move on. I do not think I am interested in living in a state of limbo waiting for something to happen. Its 7 months already that I'm hoping for a shot at reconciliation.
