Once again, I've made everything about me. You're right. Maybe I'm just not capable of being a better person than that.
Don't make me hurl. YOu have kids, you're obviously a thoughtful guy. You have ample reason to make it about someone other than you...and in the end it is still about you because you need to be sane and functioning for you.
What would your fantasy game plan be? What would not being a better person be?
I think you have some notion of how you could get through this easy or more effectively...lay it out and you'll be better able to see the reality. You are not in control whether you are a better person or not.
Read this again- really read it.
“This is a very important lesson. You must never confuse faith that you will prevail in the end — which you can never afford to lose — with the discipline to confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.”
