I think loving her is respecting her enough to back off. What does love mean to you. Deciding now that you have to have her and on your timeline??? You think that's love but is it?
[head hung in shame] no actually I don't think that is love.
Truth of the matter is when I'm really honest with myself...I'm scared sh*tless of the risk...I'm petrified to not be in control...and I don't know how to let my love for her guide me through this.
Once again, I've made everything about me. You're right. Maybe I'm just not capable of being a better person than that.
AKA: "Ben the school teacher" --- Me:45, W:41 | Ds:10,12&14 | M:18, T:20 Me: MLC+PA+WAS+Separated 10/08 My Request to Reconcile Denied 7/09 W w/OM 6/09-11/09
