Still around just deep in thought...
He just came by my work to pick up some papers I had for him and I point blank asked him what he wanted...
Said he didn't know -
Said he was numb to everything -
Said he doesn't see her everyday, doesn't know if he is ever coming home and loves me more then he loves her -
WTH does that mean -
If he loves me more, then why is he with her?
He kissed me, hugged me told me he missed me and loves me then off he goes...
Even when I pull away he still comes in for the kissing...
I need a vacation frown


May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~