Thanks GIMA.

I guess that's the only thing that I can do at this point. Good suggestions on how to word it too.

I have noticed that we seem to communicate best when it's written (best for her, I like to talk). I should send something like this to her, but I will wait until tomorrow. It's just too much today.

It's so counter to what I have always thought to do. I always thought that a woman would want to be fought for, told "I'll never give up on you." Guess not.

I am sure that there are a ton of women out there who would love to have a guy like me. I have a lot to offer. It just seems so wrong to even go with that thought though. I got married to be with only one woman for the rest of my life.

Still surreal. Still numb. Still waiting to wake up and have my W tell me this is all a bad dream.


Me: 35
W: 31
S:9
M: 10 years
Together 13
MySitch - Ups & Downs
She moved out the day before Thanksgiving 2009, over 13 months post-bomb.