Ups and Downs

[Energizer Bunny]

You know, she may actually miss you when she's gone. She may need distance to see what she might walk away from.

I have thought this too. Since the beginning I have noticed that there seems to be a patter for those who have reconsiled. It seems that everyone had a chance to get away. I was hoping that living completely seperate lives under the same roof may have the same effect.

Apparently not.

There is a chance that this time apart could be good. You're right. I will survive either way, but being a child of D this has literally always been my biggest fear. I would literally rather have died than have to go through this. (no, I'm not planning to do something stupid here, but I am painting a picture)

I can only look for the path that God has laid out for me and do my best with the opportunities that he has given me.