Oh, don't misunderstand, I had a great time there. Just something missing......Hmmmmm, Wonder what it was ?
One of the best parts for me was Friday night though. When I had the oppurtunity to talk to my friend who went through a MLC. I always make the most of that time when I can do that.
What introspect...
She and her Husband are still together, and doing well. One of the things she told me that has caused some problems though, is that he feels she could control what was happening through this. What she tells is that she had ZERO control over this thing that grabbed her.
She told me that she spent over two years in this fog, and every day thinking she was the absolute most horrible person that ever lived. She had thought of suicide often, and the only thing that stopped her was she was trying to find a way to do that so that her children would not shoulder that responsibility the rest of their lives.
So, to everyone who thinks that MLC'ers do this crap on purpose, I can tell you that this is not the first person who speaks of this when they come out of the tunnel.
I can't imagine the hatred or what is on the inside of a person who can stone coldly do this to another Human on purpose.
Even the most hardened of souls couldn't keep this up for as long as MLC can grab one.
BTW ? Wasn't actually trying to catch a Gator.....just see a few in the wild.
