not as ok as I thought I was

[happycamper]

Thanks Donna, I think I will do some reading of threads on here, at least it makes me feel less on my own.

I had to laugh at Gabbysmom's comment about her friends living through her! Some of my married but previously "wild" friends have said they quite envy me!

Has anyone else struggled to come to terms with the shock of the bomb? I learnt all about my ex's double life over a two month period and I'm having trouble coming to terms with it. I can't reconcile the two men - ex as I see him now with what I know about him and my "husband" who was nice to me on the whole. When I look back at my marriage, the memories are utterly trashed. I see me clearly, but in my mind he is always a blur...