I do truly believe it Nell, just as I truly believe my H will wake up at some point in time, it's just that we don't know when this will all happen.
My H has always been a very determined, strong willed individual who always did what he wanted when he wanted, without any regard to me, so like you this also frightened me when my H wanted out because I knew deep down that nothing would stop him if it was what he wanted.
But Nell, we have to stop dwelling on any of these things because that is what will hold us back from detachment, that is why I have let go of the anger, hurt and also some of the fear. I am still fearful of the future but not as bad as I was, this is how I will be able to move forward and survive regardless of what happens.
