Busy with my dad's stuff.. hospice, rehab, getting the family on the same page. Big meetting tmrw but I don't know if we're ready to move towards hospice care or not quite yet. Logically, I don't think Dad wants to live like this, and I wouldn't want it for myself. Somehow it's hard to make the decision though when your dad can talk to you at times, but isn't quite coherent enough to say what he wants. It's a tough spot for us all.
It is limbo land... I had lunch with friends today from work. They seemed surprised I haven't filed after H being gone for 6 mths. I don't think I should have to do it. If he wants it, he'll file.
I did a 180 with my H today. Normally I text or email. Today I needed to pass along some info on one of his bills. Ran three times and then he answered. He said hi and how are you... more than I've heard from him in 3 months. It's a tough spot. I relayed the info and said goodbye first. Man, it was nice to hear his voice though... Still miss him.
I want to start a new thread but not quite ready. Want to focus on successes, great quotes, advice... but not me and my sad sitch. Nothing's going to chance unless H wants it too. I need to recite great quotes and advice... time to really think positive and look forward, not back!
