Coach, I appreciate all your input, I really do. I am so scared right now and I am lashing out at a lot of people now. I need to get over the fear. I keep reciting the litany and praying to St. Michael. Keep following me and keeping me in line please. I am fighting for my life. I would like to ask you a question though. Should I talk to her about any of this? My ic says I should. I really don't know what to do.


Me-40
W-41
Together-10
M-8
S-6
S-4
Bomb 5/08
Bomb 10/08
Thought things were better, was wrong.
Still living together
Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.