I do work out every morning. Been lifting for years. It is definitely my therapy. I would love to go out till 4am, I just don't think I could make it. I am getting old. I should give it a try.
I do feel that the Retrou is something that we need to do. It isn't until October 23rd. The next one isn't until December. Not sure I can wait that long. There is a dinner function every year. I slipped up today. She invited me to it on Sept. 27th. Jokingly, I asked are you invititing me?? She said yes I am inviting you. Shocked, I said Jokingly sure I will go. I know I should have said no. But I didn't.
Anyway, there are 3 birthday parties coming up with my friends. I asked her if she planned on attending. She is still not seeing any of my friends or family because she is well aware they have judged her and think she is crazy.
She actually said let me think about it(that is a first in 4 months). It is normally a no right away. She still said no, but that is a bit of a difference.
It is amazing the little things that you try to read into at this stage of the game. You feel silly sometimes.
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