B/c she has detached and you haven't. This is the way these WAS sitvh's are. They already had time to work thru what you are going thru. Get ahead of her. Focus on having fun with your S and detaching, while still becoming a better person. Keep making yourself that person "only a fool would leave.". Nobody said this was gonna be easy. But nothing worth having IS easy to get.
I want to sent her a text about loving her and wanting her so badly!
DO NOT DO IT! clingy, needy, and makes you look like you can't handle it. You are beeing watched with how you react right now. Take your phone apart, hide the battery and sim card in different places. Go take a walk in the park around other people, go workout, pray - but do not use you phone to contact her. I will dope slap you if you do. Handle it.
Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
Ok, you know where telling her ILY will get you. Don't. Don't.
Its kind of like you just got ambushed and are taking heavy fire. You can either give up and die. Or, you can pick yourself up and fight. I may not win, but I'm not going down without a fight.
Get your emotions out, then pick yourself up and get back to the task at hand.
I did end up giving her the whole schpiel earlier. I told her I wanted a chance. Wanter the same things that she said she wanted. I told her that I thought we could have an amazing marriage and I want to be the husand she deserves.
I was very calm. She got very angry. She tried aiting me into anger. She talked down to me and even said she was too young too marry me (now realized 10 yrs later). That hurt.
I ddidnt get angry. Just told her that I want to fight for our family.
Me: 35 W: 31 S:9 M: 10 years Together 13 MySitch - Ups & Downs She moved out the day before Thanksgiving 2009, over 13 months post-bomb.
