I want to sent her a text about loving her and wanting her so badly!
DO NOT DO IT! clingy, needy, and makes you look like you can't handle it. You are beeing watched with how you react right now. Take your phone apart, hide the battery and sim card in different places. Go take a walk in the park around other people, go workout, pray - but do not use you phone to contact her. I will dope slap you if you do. Handle it.
Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
