Really rode the roller coaster of emotions today. Just felt light crying my eyes out at times.
Texted wife about kids shopping for back to school and got no repsonse. I guess this time I really must leave next contact up to her.
Couldn't sleep last night and I know how important that is to staying strong, so tonight I will take one of the sleeping pills my wife has - I guess she doesn't need them when away from me. Yikes!
As each day passes with little or no contact (and cold when there is contact) I am starting to lose hope. I am working on being prepared to accept the end.
