I have a week long company meeting the first week of October in California. I really need a clear head for this thing, to be able to think for work, but mostly for being able to be away from the family for so long (5 days). It's hard for me. I'm a work-at-home Mom, used to handling them on my own during the week... And, I'll miss them!
So... if we are still progressing at a snail's pace, or have halted progression, I need to start considering me in this process. It will have been almost one-year of DB'ing (upon return), and almost two-years post bomb. I am not saying I will not live like this, and keep up the effort, but I will need a voice. My emotional (and sometimes I think, physical) health will depend on it. My voice will entail options for him to consider in improving us. If he can't do anything more than he is now... (here is where I'm stuck).
No answers needed today. Thinkin' to be done!
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
