My Intro: Thanks for Reading!

[RedSoxFan]

I thought I had to be devastated and in pain to really care. It is not true. You can be okay and fight to save your marriage. You'll get it when you get it. It is a very fine line.

I'm no where CLOSE to being OK with either option (save marriage or move on with separate lives). All I care about now is saving my marriage. Sure I am trying to take care of myself and be attractive but I'm not at a place where I'm planning for life without her. Silly, I guess since I've been away for a year but its true.....AND....I don't want to plan a life without her or move on in that way. guess I have work to do.