I need some advice. I'm still new on this endurance race and I have definetly been up and down, back and forth and broken all the DB rules. Even yesterday - I woke up in a foul mood and started to remove my wife from every aspect of my being. I didn't want to talk to her or even be in the same room. She definetly noticed and felt I was being angry. Hell yes, I'm angry. Later that morning I wanted to talk with her. Told her I didn't want to be angry. Started back on my 180's but let loose that I still wanted to work on our marriage. Wife of course said that She didn't want to work on our marriage at all. She wants to focus on herself. I told her I understand the reasons why she doesn't want this M anymore and I really do. I told that I loved her enough to let her go, which I do but it is really hard to do. Later that evenening my wife texted me and wanted to know if I wanted to have sex - no strings she said. My wife spent the evening painting, I helped with the kids and then after the kids were in bed she asked me if I was going to come to bed. I agreed but then she said she was too tired and wanted to cuddle. I said ok. This morining after we dropped the kids off at school she was all over me then said if we could find time this afternoon she wanted to be with me. As of yet nothing has happened but I am confused about what I should do. Help?
