Stick to your guns about your time with the boys. Show her that you are not going to be pushed around any longer.
Don't bother asking yourself why or how could she, etc. Just take care to enjoy your life right now. Try to not think about her any more. It's tough, but it's something you need to do in order to heal.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.