Journal: had to drive by his apt. again today. His car parked there... another night with OW and they drove into work together. I know that there are no answers and no timeline for this, but my patience is really starting to diminish. I don't deserve this. My kids don't deserve this. I am obviously not detached sufficiently. Last time I tried to take down a few of his pictures at the house, he asked why I had done so... I hate having to look at pictures of us together and yet I'm stuck in our house with him living nicely in both worlds. Just venting, I guess. Started to look at lawyers' websites. The thought of D is no fun, but my life right now is no fun either.
Don't know how to do this when OW takes up all of his time/energy and attention.
HIW M 35 H 37 D 5, D 2 Married 1996 Dating 1992 Met 1988 EA/PA started March 2009 Bomb 6/16/2009 Separated 6/23/2009
