Wait, I was just relating to what Bart was saying. How else can I explain stuff about her without mentioning her?
What about all the I am a den leader now, and I am doing a lot of preparing and reading, and I am happy doing that stuff, I am looking forward to scouting with MY son. And before that, I realized that I hurt her, and I am owning up to it.
Give me some credit. I have texted back and forth with __ a couple of times today and only said what needed to be said. I was busy downloading scouting manuals and stuff to get ready for the first den meeting. I also arranged a sitter so I can go to the gym a few more nights this week than usual. And for the first time in a while, I prepared a monthly activity report for my Sergeant on time.
I know what you are saying. I am focussing less (not totally not at all yet) on her and more on me.


Me-40
W-41
Together-10
M-8
S-6
S-4
Bomb 5/08
Bomb 10/08
Thought things were better, was wrong.
Still living together
Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.