Robx- poured my guts out about a page ago, when you get a chance, please take a look.
Last night H and I discussed our coming discussion about the stuff of which neither of us are willing to just outright discuss ($$, divorce, my moving with the kids)...I got off the phone and called a friend and sobbed which surprised me but was okay. I am so prepared but still my kids are going to be so heart broken because they are hoping H will come back.
So, I cried and then I moved on. I was reminded that even though I am doing well, I'm not going to slide through divorce (or whatever this is) without some pain.