I know I am sucking bigtime right now so please go easy on the blows smile

Exh came for his visit with baby yesterday. He actually broke his record for 2 hours! Nice time though. I was trying to bbq dinner and he ended up taking over for me and finished it. It was like the old days of us hanging outside, talking, laughing and bbqing. After all that I did ask if he wanted to stay and eat with baby but then I threw a comment in "unless you will get in trouble" He said he didn't get in trouble...and he said he didn't care. Hes right...he doesn't care about anyone else at the time. He didn't care about me when with OW, he didn't care about OW when with me. Now, its the same with gf.

He finally left and sent some texts thanking me for dinner and a fun time with baby. I just thanked him back and agreed.

This sucks. Im lonely so any attention I get from anyone, including him is good.

Step back SO2!


Me: 46 FWS: 36
Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07
Baby Girl born 3/08
Kicked him out because OW: 7/08
5/10 He realized what he had and lost.
Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!